I like writeing storys off the top of my head what do you think of this one?

I never gave much thought to how I would die, but as I lay here I let my mind wander back to the happy days. I found my self adsorbed in my memory's from once ago.I was surprised to find myself smiling with longing to go back. I let out a sharp intake of breath and slowly inhaled in back in. The pain was unbearable. I just lay there to wait for it to p.It was gone as sudden as it had came. I let out a sigh in contentment, it had ped for the moment. I tried not to let my mind wander back, but I couldn't`t help it. I could almost smell the summer flowers in the aire and breeze across the mountains. I could almost picture her there smiling at me her golden hair flowing softly down her back. Her favorite lilac dress with the Cherry's on it. I let myself smile at the beautiful face. I exhaled this time through my teeth. I wouldn't let myself think of these thoughts! I jumped up angry with myself. I must not think. I looked around to find that I was still in the woods. How long Had been here? I started walking, and before long I seen the light streaming through the trees at the head of the woods. I walked faster eager to get out. I found myself at the clearing, so I ducked under the brush to get out. I came out where I must have started hours, days, minutes earlier. I couldn't remember what had happened and how I had gotten in the woods. I walked across the road before me, anciousto see where I was. (sorry people that one was horible lol I thought it sounded good at the begining but then I just zoned out. Like I said I just write these off the top of my head.)